Sunday, February 13, 2011

I'm not after fame and fortune..

..Agnes should stop listening to RA so often..but it is stronger than her.. she need to do it or she will get mad.. wait a minute.. she actually got mad!!

I was watching the Lords of Dogtown and.. I really want to skate, now!!
I love winter.. today is the day when snowflakes came back to say "hello" and I was happy that I saw them, but.. they built the barrier between me and my will to fall on hard concrete while wearing wheel boots, because it can make me feel alive.
But now? I am stuck in my bedroom because viruses and bacterias came for a visit, watching silly teenage films and dreaming about next week..

two schoolless weeks.. two weeks of heaven?
not at all..
I want to see Mr. C and tell him the truth..
exactly how lady Lou has written to me..
I have got a beautiful package from her^^
and also a letter from miss G.
I have not seen her for..7 years? and she can still remember me!



"I'm about to have a nervous breakdown.. my head really hurts.."
am I really such a typical teenager or is this song really describing how do I feel?
See, I should stop listening to that.. I should return to Mr. Cave and Corner and Curtis.. but You know what? They are my energy vampires, I always feel so weak after their songs.. so I need crazy rock of some guys who might be called posers because they play on saving the planet and then eat in McDonald's, but the energy.. the energy* is something special on them and I cannot give it up.. because I love it.. the same as I love skating.. and I need it..as soon as possible..


*when I write about energy I mean the earlier songs..


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