life less frightening

I wanted to describe my feelings and realized that the lyric of this song includes almost everything I want to say..

Suffering from something
We're not sure of
In a world
There is no cure for
These lives we live
Test negative for happiness
Flat line, no pulse, but eyes open
Single file like soldiers on a mission
If there's no war outside our heads
Why are we losing?

I don't ask for much (Life less)
Truth be told I'd settle (frightening)
For a life less frightening, (Life less)
A life less frightening (frightening)

I don't ask for much (Life less)
Truth be told I'd settle (frightening)
For a life less frightening, (Life less)
A life less frightening (frightening)

Hang me out to dry
I'm soaking
With the sins of knowing
What's gone wrong
But doing nothing
I still run
Time again I have found myself stuttering
Foundations pulled out from under me
This breath is wasted on them all
Will someone answer me

I don't ask for much (Life less)
Truth be told I'd settle (frightening)
For a life less frightening, (Life less)
A life less frightening (frightening)

I don't ask for much (Life less)
Truth be told I'd settle (frightening)
For a life less frightening, (Life less)
A life less frightening (frightening) 

Is there a God tonight
Up in the sky
Or is it empty just like me? (Just like me)
A place where we can hide
Out from the night
Where you are all I see (Where you are all I see)
So blow a kiss goodbye then close your eyes
Tell me what you see (Tell me what you see)
A lifetime spent inside this dream of mine
Where you are all I see 

honeysweet chocolate day

instead of making another heartbreaking New Year's wish to all the pretty people in the world, I have to solve a dilema..

buy or not to buy?

Helen Rochfort is absolute genius.. I wish I could buy more bags and give them as presents but none of my friends is obsessed with the fantastic sweet world of wonders and magic..
maybe Kuya is but I am not sure she would use it..
aww..ohh =X

Advice no.1: Never ask tarot cards when You are afraid of the answer
Advice no.2: Pushing daisies cheer You up ^^