I realized I hate funerals.. but not because of death who caught another innocent creature.. but because of another family meeting.
I realized I prefer The Cure's version of Love will tear us apart than the original by Joy Division =X
I realized I am loosing the marathon with the Time which is laughing at me and trying to destroy everything I am working on..
..and I realized that calling Confused "confused" wasn't such a good idea.. because it made him confused in real which is not what I intended =X
Realizing things is not much fun.. better is knowing nothing and being lost in Your own thoughts. But I realized that just too late..
